Psalm 42:11 “Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.”
Being “cast down” is the biblical way of saying, “I feel like I’m in such despair right now." Have you ever felt like that? Like the task is way too big or the journey is way too long and it was hard to have any hope at all that it was going to work out? Maybe you are at a point where everything is good, yet you are still in despair. Through it your countenance, or disposition, is showing itself though; sensitivity, irritability, rudeness, faultfinding, being in a bad mood, having a bad temper, resentfulness, cruelty, unlovable attitudes, and many more grumpy examples of despair. Why? Maybe the problem lies within. See, those despair qualities are really dispositional sins that act as a gauge to reveal a heart problem. Samuel Johnson was an English writer who made lasting contributions to English literature as a poet, essayist, editor, and many other things. He said, “He who has little knowledge of human nature as to seek happiness by changing anything but his own disposition will waste his life in fruitless efforts and multiply the grief which he purposes to remove.” In a nutshell, he was saying that in order to remove the grief one may be living in, true change will affect one's disposition. I like how the psalmist put it. Let me paraphrase: “Why are you in despair, O my soul? And why have you become disturbed within me? Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him, The help of my countenance and my God.” What was the psalmist's cure for dispositional sins?